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y'know when push comes to shove, you know who your real friends are.
you find out who really cares about you.
you find out who truly loves you.
and you find the few people you really need.

I HAVE A NEW CAT

I HAVE JUST GOT A NEW CAT.
i think it's a girl.
she's beautiful.
y'know puss in boots? from shrek? well she looks just like that.
she's really cheered me up today.
she's a little nervous.
i just got her calmed down on my knee, but then mummy came in with some food so she went to hide again.
but she's lovely.
i'm going to take real good care of her.

what

what is wrong with me?
why do i ruin everything?

i feel . .

i feel better. i have offline instant messaged a certain person and i hope they will read it soon.

i have been shopping today, for no specific reason. i went with my mum, my step dad and my baby brother and to be honest i had quite a nice time. i bought two skirts and two pairs of tights (:













Steve Coogan (: (L)














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I think if a secret is not yours to tell. don't tell it.
yes?
i thought so.





I know you aren't going to read this for the simple reason you don't have a blogger account.
but.
i don't give a damn if you think i'm a bitch for questioning you as to WHY you told a secret that was not yours to tell.
because i know i'm not the nicest of people you could find.
i don't give a damn that you blocked me because you didn't want to tell me why.
because i know i can be annoying.
but don't you think you should have kept your mouth shut?
and let the person who's secret it was tell the other person when they were ready.
i mean the fact that that person didn't know the secret yet is a pretty huge hint that the other person did not want them to know yet. is it not?



i told you something. not to make you feel sorry for me. i told you because i can't tell anyone else.
i know you thought you were doing something to help me. which is a nice thing for you to do. in a way it will help me. in another way it will not. because now that person will want to talk about the secret and i don't really want to talk about that either. it is not my secret to talk about.



now. i'm going to post this although i know you will take it the wrong way and tell the person who told the secret. in facte you may even copy and paste it. but i don't mind because that person has blocked me. so to 'have a word' about this blog they will have to unblock me. i would like to appologize to that person to be honset because i was quite bitchy towards them. i know they were trying to be nice and i didn't return the favour. i just want to say sorry.
y'know i think i'll offline instant message them. i know they wont get it because they blocked me but never mind.



















































xxx

UGHHH.

my mum is so disgusting.
i've just cleaned her car out for her because then she'll give me some money which means i can go to town on thursday after school.
but right.
i did the passenger side then i went round to do the drivers side. and tbh. smoking in itself is a disgusting habbit but there was cigarette ash all over the floor and even down the friggin' door. i mean seriously i nearly spewed.
i finished the car and i was just like mum you are disgusting she was like why i asid because you have fag ash all over the floor on your side of the car and it's even down the door. she answered with 'well it's because my window doesn't work'
sorry. but the simple answer to that is don't smoke in the car then right?
so that's what i said
she said well yes but it's not as bad ass all the horse shit and mud that's in there.
to be honest i think it's worse.
there's no actual horse shit in the car she means all the horse stuff like saddles and rugs and whatnot.
even if there was actual horse shit i still think the cigarette ash is even worse.
but maybe that's just me.













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