Saturday, 4 April 2009

ARGH

Don't you hate it when some people will do ANYTHING they can to piss you off?
Then you get really stressed and don't want to talk to people and the person that made you that way is all like 'Ahh what's up?' or 'Are you okay?'
You want to answer with 'No i'm not fucking okay!' or 'Do i look okay to you?!'
But you can't because that would upset the Quo
They don't even KNOW that it's THEIR fault
They act like they have no idea
They ask you 'Is it me?'
OF COURSE IT'S YOU, STUPID
But what are you supposed to say 'Yes it's you'
You just shrug and go 'No'
Then they list a number of people it could be and you shrug and say 'No' to every single one because they've already guessed it once
But you can't simply tell them that it's their fault you feel this way because then it gets passed around that you've 'fallen out' with this person then EVERYONE starts to question you as to why you have fallen out with said person
You answer in the same way to each one, 'I haven't fallen out with anyone'
After a dozen people you start to ignore their petty questions then it starts to go 'round that you've now fallen out with all of these other people when actually you haven't fallen out with anyone you're just in a bad mood because one person said/did something that really upset you
The next thing you know you have 20 people that you've fallen out with and you officially have no friends
Then the next day you're feeling a bit better and the two people who know you better than anyone, the two people who left you alone the day before because they know that's what you need, say 'Are you feeling a bit better today'
And you answer 'Yes thankyou'
Then you have to go round and appologise to EVERYONE that asked you 'what's up?' or 'Are you okay' or 'Have you fallen out with...'
You have to appologise for snapping at them, or ignoring them, or just being plain rude
Then they're all like 'It's okay, what was up anyway?'
You reply with 'Ahh nothing it was just stuff getting to me'
The Quo is relaxed again
All of this happened because you walked into school quietly
All of this happened because you didn't really want to talk to anyone
All of this happened because one measly person upset you
And that one measly person that caused this whole affair is still acting like your best buddie















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